Monday, 20 January 2014
My Life Monday: What's Holding Me Back?
and most of the time I am my own worst enemy.
While I have been thinking about how to change things for the better. I sat down and tried to work out reasons why I don't ever seem to reach my goals.
To do this a did a quick drawing of the things that stand in my way.
There are times when I feel that my family hold me back. I have been putting them first for so long, I seem to have forgotten what being just me was like. Making decisions because I want to do something, rather than what can I do that pleases everybody else.
What I think other people think or are thinking about me stops me from living life to the full in the way that I want to live it. Last year I was severely burnt by people and how what they assumed I was doing and thinking about things.
Sleep, I simply just don't get enough. I'm out of routine, I can be up to 2am maybe 3am most mornings then don't rouse until 8am. Far too late for a simple school run, a stressed rushed one yes, but not a nice simple one.
Finally the other thing that seems to create a sticking point is money. The lack of it, the use of it, the power of it.
So my next challenge is how to tackle these obstacles...